I can't believe that June is almost over! Where in the world did it go? I swear the holidays will be here in no time at this rate!
Well, even with time flying by, there are some exciting things coming up in the next few months. I get to find out Baby Hunter's gender, I'm getting married, getting things ready for the baby.. I'm just excited. I can hardly believe that things are going this way for me.
Kaleb and I are deciding if we should get married at Bear Lake, or get a party barge in Flaming Gorge. Either way-- BEACH WEDDING. Yay! I am so thrilled to be marrying Kaleb. Yes, sometimes he drives me crazy, but he brings out the best in me. He is so supportive of me, he listens, is caring, and already is the most amazing daddy to our baby. I am truly blessed to have Cubby in my life. I can't wait to marry my best friend.
However, I am struggling with if I want to know the gender of Baby H. (Baby Hunter) I love my little lovebug so much, I just want Baby to be here now! I simply love looking at ideas for the nursery, exploring baby names (even though I'm pretty sure we have names already) cute crafts, and clothes. I just can't wait! My latest obsessions are Disney Baby, The Bump and Parents. They are amazing websites for support, answers to any questions you have, cute ideas, easy recipes, the works. Be sure to check them out!
A part of me wants to know what I'm having, the other part (the part that Kaleb is leaning towards) wants it to be surprised big time. I don't care what it is, as long as it is healthy and happy. I am scared. I am afraid that I won't be able to succeed in this, and fail.
For those of you that don't know, that are just reading for fun, or browsing, I gave birth to the most gorgeous baby two years ago. I was in no way ready to be a mother, so I decided to give him up for adoption. My older sister Shannon adopted him, and I couldn't have picked a better home for K. He is thriving where he is, so happy and healthy. It was the hardest thing that I ever had to do, but I am very happy with my choice. K deserves the best, and that's what he got. I love him very much, even more than I love myself-- so I gave him everything I was able too. I miss him everyday, but it does get easier. I am thrilled at where he is;I couldn't have asked for anything more.
This has been a long, rambling blog for me, but I hope ya'll enjoy it. Post more laters.
xo-- The Hunters



